Ending & Starting

As this semester ending soon, everything is about to end. Leaving PJ campus, ending this blog, no more parents fetch me to PJ, and not newbies in my class anymore. But an ending meaning another starting will come.

Start with new Sungai Long campus, new driving to uni life, new semester, new other half of 2015 and new friends from new intake and other campus.

Life is good when you have something to looking forward with. We all have a hope, have goals, and have dreams. Maybe this semester have been quite hard for me, I'm very exciting for the next seater as a refreshment for myself. So I can go back to what I'm enjoying doing, go back to full time student life, and meet my foundations friend in new campus. 

Some people looking forward to move, some are not because of the fees. But what I can say is, everything bring good change and bad changes, it's just depends how you deal with it. I choose to deal with this change happily, even though I'm forced to buy a car cause impossible to ask my parents fetch me to Sungai Long from Segambut everyday, look at the bright side. I'm getting a car by my own. Bad things is I have to find money and pay my own bills, good thing is I'm become more independence right! Getting a car means I got no transport problem ANYMORE. 

This is how I deal with life changes, look at the bright side, laugh and do it. 

People

Time flies, it's already April! Like half of the year 2015 almost done. What have I did so far? I'm doing my degree first semester, have no confidence about my coursework, so I will put extra more effort in finals for sure. Study smart and manage my time wisely.

In this first sem, I have met few friends from my course. I work my assignment with these new friends. Thoughout this semester, I find it hard to do assignment with the new people. In foundation, me and my friend always have good team work, but in degree I can't find good team work.

People who I met in degree, they do not care about assignment. Some is because they are too quiet, never participate in the whole assignment, or some are just living in their own fairyland, never listen to others opinion, what even worse is some people just too cute that they given last minute suggestion or they want to make last minute changes. In foundation times, me and my group complete our assignment very early before the deadlines, everyone do their part p, giving out good quality works. I don't understand and I don't know why, In degree, group assignment seem so hard to me. I would rather pick individual assignment now.

However, I do not want to blame but we managed to complete all the assignment together as well. Nonetheless, I do miss foundation life. In next sem, I learn to pick my group mates more carefully. This is life, we get through it. Always look at the positive side, this semester have improve my EQ and I learn how to communicate, tolerate and work with the others even though we have different working style.

Learn from mistake

I always made mistake, I used to be very stubborn about the outcome, just can't get over things easily. A lot of things happen, but I've learned from it, make my mistake to a lesson.  Tha's how I get over it and improve to become better person.

I made a mistake again. On January I promised to help my cousin bro to arrange his business paper work, so we started off. At first, I have many thing to learn and my cousin bro always willing to answer me patiently. But basically it's all just online stuff, I do it at my home. Everything goes pretty well. I earn my commission and we work happily. Til recently, another cousin bro of mine look for me as a part timer too. I'm quite happy because it mean I got another job opportunity, so I quickly said that I'm in.

So this cousin bro will need me to go his company every weekend to settle all the bills and orders, it's big business, and this time I have more put effort to learn and MORE time for this job. So far everything was okay, although my learning progress is slow but we see progress too! I went to cousin's office every weekend full day, it make me no time to study. Anyway, on one weekend, me and my cousin bro were randomly chatting and he knows that I'm actually workings for another cousin bro too, he asked me to pick either one. Because he hope I can 100% focus on his work.

So I struggle a lot, and finally I made a decision. I give up his job and continue work with my first cousin bro . I feel bad for him because he put so much time on me to train me , prepare everything for me but now I have give up on him. And I know his company are lack of manpower.

I apologize to him and reject his offer, he said he already used to it. This make me feel more bad, I ask myself why would I let other person down again. I should have told him that I'm working with another cousin at the first place, so that he wouldn't have waste time on me to train me and everything. Now all his effort, time have gone.

I'm sink in deep guiltiness, I feel so sorry but not able to do anything for him. Feel bad and sad for few days, hate myself for making such mistake.

After a few days, I think agai, I should learn from this mistake . This is how I wont make the Sam mistake again. Life goes on, people move on,I hope his business can do well, and lastly I have learnt how to move on.

They All Said

Have you heard of all these interesting belief since you were born?

They all said,

If your left eye twitches, it means bad news. Right eye, good news.

Cutting nails after 9 pm is not allowed.

Only can use your thumb pointing at the moon, using other finger is not respect to God.

Don't bath straight after you have meals, you will get tummy.

Don't place your mirror in front of you sleeping bed, you will see ghost from that mirror.

Breaking a mirror mean 7 years of bad luck, accidentally breaking a mirror would mean a death to your family.

Taking picture with 3 person mean the third person will get bad luck.

Don't open umbrella in a indoor,  they believe it will attract ghost.

Don't play instruments at night, cause it will attract ghost too.

For Chinese, they all said you can't put your chopstick straight in the bowl cause it mean that bowl is ready to serve for the ghost.

I have heard so many weird belief since young. I remember one of the most funny belief is when those little kid pee at the street, their mom will ask them say "excuse me " while they pee, it's like you excuse yourself to the ghost and spirit along the street.

I can't say all theses belief is belong to religion, region, or culture. Can't deny that some of the belief is really clueless, we heard of these belief from the adults, but they never explain the reason why. Sometimes I wonder, what would happen if someone in the world just create a belief simply because he or she is in phobia. Let's say the person is fear of height, then he or she spread to the world if you are standing at a balcony, you are not allowed to look down, you can only view horizontally, if not bad luck will comes to you, at the end everyone just follow this non-sense belief for century, this might happen right? No one knows. Is it possible to say cutting nails after 9 pm is not allowed because the person is too lazy to cut so they create this belief? Again, no one knows right?

Maybe we have so many belief that no one able to explain, is because the belief is just a joke or it really have a story behind but we didn't know.

Anyway, I do practice some of the belief from my parents like only use my thumb to point at the moon, because I want to respect God. Although I don't know the reason why, but I just followed this belief since young. sounds dumb but still..follow..HAHA.

What's the most unbelievable belief you have heard of? The most ridiculous? The most funny? And the most scary one? I find it is so interesting and amazing. This is part of my childhood memories. All these weird belief made us who we are today, and made the society what is it today.