Look back

Life have been changing all the time. 2015 is a very different year of mine. I've lose my beloved grandma, my degree life have started, I had car accident, and then I'm getting a new car soon,  I have occupied for a few part time job, got myself busy with studies and working, and then now I feel my VIPs is far away from me now. It's just March, time flies and everything seem to have changed. Degree life is unavoidable busy with assignments, presentation, exam, nevertheless having few part time job on hand, my schedule is fully packed. We all know time management is always important, as I'm always trying to settle the urgent and important stuff and hopefully one day my to-to-list can be clear off. But hold on, when was my last conversation with my best friend? How's my family doing today? We are winning and losing at the same time? It's like you are earning money but you are leaving your real treasure behind?

I always remind myself to LOOK BACK. I'm not meaning that look back to the past. We don't look back to the past, because it's only make us keep struggling about the things we can't change, and then it make us couldn't move on at all. In fact, look back means look back to the initial point of your chosen path.  Look back to the initial part, why had we make such choice? Remember? Are we still on the same path? Are we heading to the wrong path unconciously?

Sometimes people need guide. We can be guidance for our own. Then, looking back is how I guide myself. Look back to the initial part make me realize how my life have changed. Look, I'm working hard for money but also I realize I'm losing my friends and family. Isn't it scary? When you have become successful but no one is beside you to share the joy of achievement. That's why I think it's good for us to look back the beginning of us, so we could make adjustment and turn back to the first path. As everyone is working hard for their family, we can't just forget or leave our family behind then buried ourselves in work. Isn't it contradict? Isn't family is the reason why you work so hard? People are lost sometimes, when we having putting effort for a long time, we have become numb, looking back to the initial part make us realize. Make some time just for your loves one, let all the work alone. Life is like riding a bicycle. To reach the destination we have to keep ourselves balance. So I said, balance your life. Balance your life with studies, career and relationships. Of course, don't wait until it's too late to hold on your important thing in your life.  Always remember what is your initial dream. At the end, even though my life had changed but me myself is still the same person who holding the same value, that's how I define success. Successful people don't just go through life, we grow trough life. =)